~♥~ Thoughts For Today ~♥~

Hi,

Times are tough these days. Kind of feel a little depressed about it honestly. I'm waiting to be able to afford to buy some more soap supplies. I'm selling some soap to help make the money. It's 5$ a bar. Or 4$ if you buy a smaller than average one. I was selling the baby soap for 2.50 but I made a new batch that is the smaller 4$ size to keep it the same so to avoid any more confusion. I still think that it will be atleast two more weeks before I can afford more supplies. Possibly longer if I have to spend anymore of my spending money on camping trips. Or groceries.

I'm thinking these days that the whole buying presents for everyone thing is deffinatly draining the bank account too much. I think that Jody's right and we shouldn't buy presents anymore. I think that we need to do something to make it official though. Otherwise people will buy presents anyway and someone will end up feeling bad because they didn't buy anything etc., etc.... *sigh* Except I still think that we should get somthing for our birthday you know. It just feels so anti-climactic to me to get nothing at all. So perhaps Jason and I should still get something from each other or from our little family. But take the guessing out of the equation and just pick something that is a reasonable cost that we would like to have for our birthday and the other person goes through the effort of actually getting it unless Jason wants clothes then he will need to pick them out himself.

I'm thinking I will delet our wishlist (as long as Jason agrees) and Make the announcement for everyone to hear. Possibly by email.

Also I don't think I will be posting much of anything on the steeves Wiki anymore. I'm the only one still doing it and it is a little bit disconcerting actually. So I'm going to post my pictures and thoughts here and if anyone is actually interesting in what I have to say they can visit whenever they have time. It's safer here! Less judgement! And I can post what I like without knowing if and how many people are reading it... That way I can think about what I want to tell the world and think less about why no one bothers to comment on my post. Here it's kind of expected to not have many comments unless someone actually cares about what happenes to be going on in my life at the moment and reads the blog. Less hurt and resentment that way!

I really need to get back to the gym...I'm gaining weight and I don't like it! Perhaps it will make me happier.... I'm sure it will I need some good endorphins right now. I'm spending the money on the membership so I should at least use it.

Glad we had this talk...LOL! :D Atleast I feel better now! And it's a beautiful day outside!

~Angela~